i’m sitting at my desk at work wondering how in the hell i ended up here. a year ago today i walked into this office full of hope, feeling free and rightous, ready to make a difference in the world…okay maybe not all those things, or any for that matter, but i walked in here [...]
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You Are Here
Posted in ???, AGH, Work, blah, rambling, stuff, thoughts on Tuesday,July 7, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
For the love of myself
Posted in Love, revelations, therapy, thoughts on Saturday,January 31, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
I’ve spent the past few nights crying, days crying, conversations crying, meals crying… You get the picture. What I haven’t been doing is healing. I’ve been angry, hurt, felt betrayed, scorned, miserable and empty. But for what? Feelings and emotions come far to easily to someone as sensitive as myself. It is easy for me [...]
This goes out to you…
Posted in ???, AGH, Brand New, Love, blah, dating, lost, poetry, spoken word, stuff, thoughts, tired on Friday,January 30, 2009 | 1 Comment »
I feel worn and broken down
head’s hanging low, defeated
my soul’s sore
my mind run down from running in circles
you hurt me
but this time it really hurt
it hurt for all the times it didn’t
for the times I never let it
you broke me with your words
my spirit is unsettled
the hours I’m awake all I think about is the [...]
Good night DC
Posted in Night, rambling, stuff, thoughts on Monday,January 19, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
So here I am in the somewhat stranger’s bed (I met her today and she’s quite nice) laying the same way I was this morning. Somehow I’m in the same pensive as I was this morning. I can’t seem to shake it… No wait I did. We took a trip to Metro Center and it [...]
Good morning DC
Posted in morning, rambling, rant, thoughts, tired on Monday,January 19, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
So I’m barely woke laying next to wynsters as she types away on spmeones laptop (?) like a mad black woman. Waking up seemed like a chore this morning. We’re in DC and for some reason both of us don’t seem as thrilled and doe eyed as we did when this journey started almost 24 [...]