I’ve spent the past few nights crying, days crying, conversations crying, meals crying… You get the picture. What I haven’t been doing is healing. I’ve been angry, hurt, felt betrayed, scorned, miserable and empty. But for what? Feelings and emotions come far to easily to someone as sensitive as myself. It is easy for me [...]
Archive for January, 2009
For the love of myself
Posted in Love, revelations, therapy, thoughts on Saturday,January 31, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
This goes out to you…
Posted in ???, AGH, Brand New, Love, blah, dating, lost, poetry, spoken word, stuff, thoughts, tired on Friday,January 30, 2009 | 1 Comment »
I feel worn and broken down
head’s hanging low, defeated
my soul’s sore
my mind run down from running in circles
you hurt me
but this time it really hurt
it hurt for all the times it didn’t
for the times I never let it
you broke me with your words
my spirit is unsettled
the hours I’m awake all I think about is the [...]
Prep Time
Posted in Obama on Tuesday,January 20, 2009 | 1 Comment »
Four young women layered and ready to go watch history. I want to take a moment to say thank you. Thank you to Obama for being courageous enough to see his election fight to the end, to America for finally voting for a person the country needed, for being alive during a moment in history [...]
Good night DC
Posted in Night, rambling, stuff, thoughts on Monday,January 19, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
So here I am in the somewhat stranger’s bed (I met her today and she’s quite nice) laying the same way I was this morning. Somehow I’m in the same pensive as I was this morning. I can’t seem to shake it… No wait I did. We took a trip to Metro Center and it [...]
DaMagerick
Posted in rambling on Monday,January 19, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
Ok seriously, I think I just realized I don’t like spending time in people’s houses if I don’t know them personally. I’m here in DC with wynsters and I’m on my bestest best behavior and I feel like it’s really fake-ish. I feel like there is no way to make myself likeable to new [...]